Does my dad love me at all? PLEASE HELP?!?

Yes your father loves you. He is not your normal father, he is different.Men who are part of organized crime are more protective than most because they know how bad things really are and they know a lot of unsavory people. He has you watched because he is afraid that someone mad at him may make a move on you. I would not like it either but you will have to ignore them because he won't stop. Your father is a cross that you must bear BUT when you are married he will change completely and you will be on your own. He will feel that now its your husbands job to watch you not his. You will be fine. My best to you.